I don't know why I fucking bother. Everyone just pushes me away and no one would fucking care if I hung myself. You'd all probably be fucking happier that way anyway. I should fucking hang myself just to please my family and my friends. Is that what you people fucking want? If it is you're about to fucking get it, okay? I'll fucking film it for you ( Read more... )

I'm a fucking train wreck. I have issues that I don't even know what the fuck they are, but I know I'm fucking worthless and that everyone hates me. Everyone I need in my life abandons me when I need them the most. I'm never going to be able to fucking do anything with my life and I'll need to kill myself when my parents retire. I fucking hate ( Read more... )